Tuesday, January 22, 2008

.: Sepetang di Thai Fusion :.

First of all, thanks a million Nurul; for your treat at Thai Fusion. The food was great, and the service was definitely awesome. I was so flattered, as well as Nurul. [hehe, what can I say]. Well, although it was our first time stuffing our damn empty stomach over there, all I can say is I will definitely come back there again, [and again, perhaps]. The best part was the FREE [and unlimited] dessert. Woohoo!! Sedap gile seyhh...bleyh amek banyak2 plak tu...hihik!~ Therefore, why don't you give this 'eating-place' a try? You can always ask me to accompany you! =)

Miss Nik Nurul in action. Woohoo!!!~

Friday, January 18, 2008

The Tale of Us and Lust

This is the story. The story about us.
Three of us. [I mean 4] And lust.
For this time, let us not be conquered with words.
Just let the pictures do the talking.
And let our imaginations run free.

Tuesday, January 15, 2008

What's Next?

15 January 2008. It's Tuesday.

Tuesday is a tiring day for me. I spent almost 10 hours at my faculty today. Well, at least, it's over. But today is not an ordinary Tuesday for me, as well as some of my friends. This is my story, for today, 15 January 2008.

I woke up, and feel sad because of my dream. I supposed to be 'very' happy but I just can't deny that I was very sad. Yes, very sad.

Next. My comb went missing. Again. It's nowhere to be found. Siot gile.

Next. I should have been waiting for my lecturer at 10.30 a.m. But instead of waiting for the lecturer outside the classroom, I was still waiting for the bus at Akasia. Me, as well as some of my friends finally managed to get a cab and went to the faculty. Fortunately, the taxi driver 'bermurah hati' and just charged RM 4. Well then. RM 1/person. Case closed.
Wait, not yet until we finally reached our classroom. It's only about 11.00 a.m. and suddenly we saw our lecturer came out from the class. And she left. And never come back. Well, I mean, the class have been canceled. Oh my. But it's ok. At least I managed to come to class.

Next. Not so long after that, Syamil and K-own came to the class. With a box of Edu.Sociology books. Well it means money, again. No big deal after all. Suddenly, a few books fell out from the box, and the books accidentally have a lifetime scars on them. And guess what? I'm the not-so-lucky, one-and-only person who get the books with those lifetime scars. [sigh]. Well, what can I do. Malas nak pikir banyak, n by the way, xkan ade pon sape2 yang sangat baik hati nak tukar buku. Kan??

Well, things goes well for quite sometimes. Until the time after I perform my Asar prayer at AUSMAT's praying room. Actually I'm sick with the 'unwell' condition at my faculty's praying room. It's me, 'she' and 'her'. Suddenly one of my friend,'she-2' called 'she' and asked us to come to library as soon as possible. Her voice doesn't sounds ok. And finally this friend of mine told us that she had a 'not-minor-yet-not-so-major' accident at the library. Poor she-2.
Before class, I noticed that 'she' is no longer the happy 'she'. 'She' looks different. Until the end of the class. It's 8.01 p.m. Both of us, [me and 'she'] were outside of the faculty praying room. 'She' told me that she has something to tell me, but she didn't tell me about 'the thing'. Because she said that it's not the suitable time. But she did tell me something, a brief description about 'the thing'. Well, I can get her meaning. somehow I can see what is actually 'the thing' is all about. Not permanent, near disaster; I can say.

Next. I walk alone to the bus. But I'm not lonely, of course. 2 files, 1 magazine, plus 3 text books. Along the way, I keep thinking and wondering. What's next. Should it be good? What's next. Perhaps I might get hurt. What's next.

And now here I am. Not happy, yet not-actually-sad, thinking about what should I do. And I keep typing. And typing. And typing.

15 January 2008. Near disaster. It's over.

What's next?

Monday, January 14, 2008


Just came back from Seremban. Well, this is the 4th tyme i went there and came back 'ere, to my college within the same day. Hihi. Sejak2 my twin blaja kat Seremban ni, slalu jek p sane. Haha! But then, I have to admit that somehow i do feel like i'm home. He's my one-and-only twin brother by the way. So lucky me to have him as my twin brother!! =P .

It's so much fun going there by KTM. Seriously. Hihi, actually, the cost to get there by bus is much cheaper than KTM. But obviously, it is much more comfortable. Plus, there's a whole lot different characters of human being out there. That's why I prefer KTM eventhough I have to spend a little more money for the tickets.Hee!

These journeys had more or less teaching me about real life. Real people, real life situation and real conflicts between peoples. Various race, various nationality, different language, different accents. and the list goes on, consist of a lot of other aspects. Yes. A lot of them.

Err, did I mention that I went there all alone? Yes, I did. But I'm not lonely. Each and every time I went there, it's like I'm watching different version of real-life drama. Other than teaching me about life, perjalanan aku pergi ke Seremban dan balik semula ke Shah Alam serba sedikit membantu aku bermuhasabah diri. I've got ample time to think about my current life, about the future, and a whole lot more to think. Well, we're getting older day-by-day. One day we'll be a mother or a father to our son[s] and daughter[s]. We'll have to be leader in our very own family. Working, having babies, paying for our car and home loan, bla bla bla......etc etc.

That's it. Have to stop now. Sgt mengantok. Huhu. Plus I got class to attend tomorrow. ~

~Think. That what makes us wiser. Not just older~

Thursday, January 10, 2008

[The Click Five.Inc]

Siti Mariam bt Mohammad Iliyas a.k.a [cekyam]
Norasyikin bt Ismail a.k.a [iekyn]
Farhana bt Abu Zaki a.k.a [poy]
Nur Hafizah bt Abd.Hadi a.k.a [piza]
Siti Mastura bt Md.Nasrudin a.k.a [mas]

poy, iekyn and me at poy's room.hihi.

poy and iekyn at mcdonald's summit. u girls look different. definitely [hehe] sorry okay? i'm just being creative with your pix.hihi.

mas and piza [on our way to Sakti]. classic huh? teehee!

me and iekyn. ehem. =p

chihihi. meet up during our 'no-plan plan' at midvalley. luckily my tudung n mas' are not 100% the same. hik!

well, i guess there's nothing much to write on about the 5 of us. plus,i'm not that good in word formation. this might not sounds damn sweet, but all i know is i love you girls.just the way you are.mmuah!

Wednesday, January 9, 2008

I Will Never Let This Go. This Is My Promise.

Maybe if my heart stops beating
it wont hurt this much
And never will I have to
answer again to anyone

Please don't get me wrong
Because I’ll never let this go
But I can't find the words to tell you
I don't want to be alone
But now I feel like I don't know you

One day you'll get sick of
saying that everything’s alright
And by then I’m sure ill be
pretending just like I am tonight

Please don't get me wrong
Because I’ll never let this go
But I can't find the words to tell you
I don't want to be alone
But now I feel like I don't know you


hey hey! my blog!

well, i already have my own blog. (clap,clap,clap). hihi. after all, this space will be filled with words from me, sincerely. whatever i think, whatever i feel..this is the place. well, who knows, people may end up with 'curik' my words and use them in their life! haha..konon2 cm hebat laa...whatever it is, let's start the ball rolling!! mari mule menaip!! hihi...